Whats kind of funny is how we (collectively) as producers seem to think the opinions of non producers dont matter.
I actually think its rather cool and feel kind of happy that loads of my non-producer friends have some of my few meagre noises on their mp3 players in their main playlists. Its also kind of funny going round to a mates house for a pissup/house party then half way through the evening, jumbled in with a whole load of well known stuff you suddenly recognise something of you own on and people are still dancing and not yelling "turn this shit off" or hitting the skip button
- ok - so they probably so pissed they dont care - for those who dont know its something of mine I dont bother telling them - a mate might, but I dont.
Even better when it a local DJ you know whos playing it at a pub or party your at and several hundred people are still quite happily dancing away to it. Sometimes I cringe and think wtf you playing this for, sometimes its a real buzz to see people enjoying it - either way - I sure as hell cant get used to it.
I know the reality though - there a hell of a difference between people enjoying something that costs nothing and fit in with the modd and getting to folk out hard cash in HMV or via iTunes or whatever, so am under no illusions about trying to pedal my junk.
Oddly, with the few public sets/mixes etc that I have done recently - Ive never stuck my own stuff in them - maybe its just because I do it just for my own enjoyment and while happy to let them be heard, I never feel they are good enough - or imaginative enough to be worth forcing upon people.
And yes of course we all would probably welcome a A&R guy showing up on the doorstep one day with enough cash to tell my employers what a complete bunch of wankers they are - but I know that aint ever going to happen - same with most of us I guess...
As for my muse - its a very unpredictable one - I have my moments maybe, but most of the time its AWOL, so no illusions there either.
On collaboration - actually I would welcome it, but it would have to be someone of complimentary tastes, skills and personality. Very few of us are lucky enough to find a good long term production partner - and often those that do are so much the better for it - the sum does seem to be greater than the parts - people who dont colaborate actually become too set in their ways often, or dont stretch themselves enough - Im certainly guilty of that.