LSD tabs were so much better than mushrooms.
But do you notice that the age most folk do them is bloody young? I was also about 14-15.
At one point I was taking one every week. We had a big group who'd just walk around having one of the best laughs of my life, there's always a comedian in the crowd that would keep everyone going.
Must admit too scared to try it again.
Infact I'm pretty much sure that my run of drugs other than the occasional joint( maybe very regular) has ended.
I've had many bad experiences but the worst by means of long term effects has to be taking ecstasy. During my rave years I had good connections and got good stuff.... Well I usually took one every 4 hours or so at raves and ended up in bad states but had fun, then one time I got 3 pills for one night and they came with a severe warning (from a dealer a warning isn't good)
He said to take a half that night so I knew what to expect, this was the Friday night so I did, ended up flying now I mean I was so out of it this was unbelieveable! I never slept that night, done a papaer round in the morning, where I still enjoyed going in circles, I then went home and lay in bed waiting for bus to leave for Rave, left at 6pm still without sleep and still 2.5 tabs in pocket. Popped another half on way to rave and bounced in to rave. Mates all like to go down the front so there we went, I danced in the space they usually left for me. A few hours in I went for a double dunt, this made things very weird, I was now high as a kite, This continued until I had just 1 left, at which point I knew things were going out of control, sop I gave my mate half of my last, Then...
The prick floated past me at the front of the stage.. Laughing and saying I float like a beeeeeeee weeeeeeeeeeee. Funny but then all hell broke loose.
I started hearing the MC say my name and point everyone of the 10000 ravers were out to kill me everywhere I looked folk were talking about killing me, got my group off friends together and hid in the middle as they checked me out and told me everything was ok. Went back to the front on another high which suddenly fell deep into disaster, I walked out the front door without saying to mates, went to what I thought was my bus, an hour later someone got on bus and I thought he was coming to kick my ass, he spotted this and chilled me out, I was on the wrong bus, This guy was one of the best people to meet, he spotted I was freaking out and gave me water and found out who I was with and took me to my bus, where I might add I got the pish ripped out of me. Got home and thought all was well.
Well it wasn't that paranoia stayed with me for almost 18 months, I was scared of any confrontation and eye contact, I got by but not until I spoke to my mates about it and they said just to confront my fears, in other words if I think I'm going to get hit, stand my ground or walk past the person, I can take a hit from anyone so I decided to try it, With my mates watching all the time I'd walk past, the other person usually was not even aware of me, so after some time doing this I got better.
A few years on though one of my mates who also had a good supply we noticed he never came out. We went on holiday and he wanted to stay in. I spotted this and told everyone to get him out for an hour, just enough drink so he couldn't drive, he wasn't happy we done this so He decided to walk home, I went with him and told him the above story, he then admitted that was why he didn't go out! We all worked again to sort that out, now he has a beer gut!
I don't hate x but I have to sy it can screw you up, I have loads more bad stories about most drugs, even spliff. But I don't preach to anyone but just watch for signs in yourself and others around you. Drugs are fun but friends and life are more important.
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