i cannot test any monitors

that is my big problem. In my country i can only try JBL stuff (and i am not sure they import nearfield monitors), yamaha MSP somthing, i forgot exactly which model, and Soundcraft Absolute Zero or Zero2. I can rely only on user comments in forums and reviews!!
(On day I found 2nd hand Alesis M1 passive with Alesis RA150 amp, i was so excited that i bought them without testing them very well, once home i discovered the right tweeter was broken... so i returned them to the guy.... forutunatly he didn't refuse.)
anyway, i have to buy, test and decide on whether to keep or sell...